Saturday, January 17, 2009

Still Breathing...or Someting Like It

I know there has been some concern around KC Bloggyville about my lack of posts and activity as of late. My friend, Red, even called me to make sure I was doing okay because she reads my blog to keep tabs on me, and it's uncharacteristic for me to be so quiet. You know me, I always have something to say.

I don't really have any one good excuse, other than life sucks right now (from my perspective). Maybe it is a case of the winter blahs and I should probably park my ass in front of a light source as soon as humanly possible. I have all these emotions in me that are screaming to come out, but I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to about it. In times like this, I usually pour out my heart and soul into my journal, which was ultimately substituted for this blog. However, this blog has become a double-edged sword for me as a lot of people who know me consistently read it, and a lot of what I am feeling right now is highly personal, and I'm just not up for broadcasting that part of my life right now.

And for icing on the cake, my little cat is sick again. She spent a couple days at the vet's office, came home to me somewhat fixed and perky, but now she is sliding back into the problems that made me take her to the vet in the first place. I know of the decision that lies before me, but that doesn't mean I am prepared to make it.

So, do not be alarmed by my silence. I'm just trying to get my shit together. I'm not abandoning my blog, but just taking a moment to collect my thoughts and try to figure stuff out. I should be back on, as regular as XO on a healthy regimen of prunes and apple juice, spewing forth enough anger and malice to make you think twice before going to the ER with a hangnail.

9 comments:

Spyder said...

Hang in there. We are here when you are ready for us.

Xavier Onassis said...

Good to hear from you!

Tony said...

I was wondering as much too . . . Glad to see that you're doing great and seems like kicking ass as usual.

K2 said...

Glad you're Ok. I'm off this week if you need to talk. Call me. love you.

Faith said...

Whew! I'm glad you're ok, and thank you for the update. You shouldn't feel forced to talk by any means. Just know we're out here, thinking of ya. And if you need anything, you know where to find us! Perhaps its time for that midweek jaunt to The Drop, eh? Call me if you need a totally unbiased, unrelated, outsider's ear to bend...

Stacey K said...

Glad your ok. When you're ready to come back, we'll ready for you.

bobbie said...

Hugs ~ I was getting worried.
Here to listen if you need...

Suzy said...

Everyone I know is in the crapper. Sorry about the cat.

Well Hell Michelle said...

Like Faith said, drinks with people are always good :)